benci benci benci..one thing i learned today..never ever wait till the last minute to start studying..i have no clue or whatsoever in the book so i have to read all the chapters which i should be wisely read it from the beginning..i’m stressing my brain out and i hope it wont plunge out of my head..this is not the first time..this is typical me..mummy help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish i can paste the whole thing here..but i’m so not a computer person so i have no idea how to do it..poor me!
my lil sis..she’w my twin..yay..dyana da balik cuti..i talked to her for more 2 hrs last night..n there’ll be more until july!!i’m so excited!she’s my lil sis but i envy her so much..
1)she can be in malaysia with my family but i’m stucked here with ppl..although i love my friends here..it is just not the same with my family..
2)she’s the best student in uitm jengka(you’re the best)..and i’m the worst student in tucson..i’m exgaggerating there..but yeah i’m not considered a good student since everything is pushed to the last minute..
3)she can shop with my parents but i have to shop with my very own money..x aci!!!
4)she’s graduating soon and so am i!!
luv u darlin!!muahsss..!!i’ll be back soon!
A couple months ago, I joined A-Chi-O and I thought its so much fun!I love it so much..^_^..The girls are so nice, pretty and hilarious. I enjoy being around this kind of people. But lately when we got so much closer, I started to learn them a little bit more. The difference breeze in slowly and i begin to notice it. I ‘m most of the time speechless at the dinner table.Why? They talk about dirty stuff. Stuff that is not allowed to be blurted out of my mouth. So I just smile and laugh once in a while although I dont understand the joke sometimes. And today, I dont feel that I belong to the chapter anymore. The New Member Symposium that I attend today is MANDATORY to ALL new member in frats and sororities and I found the topic is offensive and the program itself is humiliating. At least it is for me coz that is not something I do and I dont even think about it. Its so gross but everybody seems to enjoy the discussion. Maybe it’s their way of life but its definitely not mine. I’ve promised my mom that I will be good and I wanna keep that promise. Last Sunday, our chapter volunteer for one charity event and I sign up for that. When I show up I found up that it is a fundraising for a jewish temple. I wasnt sure if its right or wrong so I just stay till the end. I asked my roomate about it and she said that it is totally wrong. I was so freaked out and I still am right now. I’m glad that I joined the sorority though coz now I know all the nitty-gritty about it! No matter if I leave it someday,but I have been in it once!
I’m back from Spring Break!It was awesome!!I had so much fun..nice places, fun people and good food everyday!!I went to LA, San Francisco, seattle, Oregon , redwood and back to LA. it was a road trip but adek drive the most i just replace her sometimes when evrybody is too tired to drive. thanx to adek..you are such a sweetheart..muahxx muahxx..she was so nice..the trip was so much fun. i can be as crazy as i want coz i’m surrounded by crazy people..
First, We went to stanford!!The place for nerdy people!There a lot of funny a.k.a weird thing happened there..Adek was so crazy..she randomly waved to a guy in the stanford’s bookstore and the guy was so puzzled looking at her and unfortunately me too..haha..and when we got there Milen told us that there’s a University Village(which actually no even exist there) there so we tried hard to find the place..we tried to ask couple of ppl but all the nerdy ppl we met dont even know their own school..maybe they spent too much time on studying..but whatever we said..they’ll surely get a better grades and better job than us! ouh well these are the pictures of some nerds 
From stanford we went to san francisco and these are the pictures
From san francisco to berkeley..it was dark when we got there so no pictures were taken..:(..but still its a beautiful place..
And in sacramento..the place that we stayed in..it is so much different..it’s soo clean..its even cleaner than mine and its a guy’s place..good job maintaining it shamir..we went to old sacramento and there was this hotel in a boat..its soo cool..we just visit it..and there was this place it is soo pretty..it looks like "kampung in malaysia"..more pictures..wink..ouh i forgot to mention..me and adek was surrounded by 3 gay people there..:P 
Seattle was so much fun too, we went to space needle and some other pretty places in seatlle. We didnt have tour guide at first because its the final week for them in seattle so everybody’s busy with finals. But thanx to Faiz who did bring us out for lunch and Fendi who tour guided us after his final! Some pictures from seattle..
the craziest thing that i do was in oregon when we were in Oregon state university..adek told us that there’s a malay couple in the car behind us so i started waving like crazy from the window so the car behind stopped and the lady in the car looked at Milen and asked "Awak ni Indon ke?" We all burst into laughter so we pulled over our car and chat with the couple for about an hour. It was so much fun..the lady thought that I was her pakistan friend when i first waved at her..hihi..i’ve been bragging about that the whole time..and the part of the trip in oregon was the Salem’s CAROUSEL..nobody expected that I would bring em to such a place..this is a picture from the carousel..kiddish but fun!!sorry guys..:P more pictures from Oregon
From Oregon we drove straight to LA and that’s the worst part..I got a speeding ticket!and that’s what i mean by there’s a price for everything..yeah for all the fun that i had..i have to pay for the speeding ticket..too bad..not a lucky day for me..In LA, the fun killed my misery..we went to hollywood, universal studio, and the best part is shopping!!I discovered something!I no longer wear 11 for my pants..7 fits me really well!!yeah it does!!yay for me n my effort!!
i ate a lot today and as usual i cant sleep with foods swimming all over my digestive system..or the digestive organ..ouh i dunno..i know there’s something to do with the root word "digest"..what i ate today? i had a big dinner..parmesan eggplant(i used to not eat eggplant and now i like it), baked ziti, salad with cheese and a lot of dressing and 2 pieces of cookies for desert..that’s a lot..i had it at chapter as these ppl call it "zoo" for dinner around 6ish and i’m still full right now..
These are my best friends in Malaysia..our friendship has lasted 7 yrs and I still love you guys so much!!(bodek ckit..suh korang miss me always..:P)..from left: lein, ina, and the prettiest me..jgn mare..cayang korang!muahss..mish nyer kt korang..kalu kt mesia i can call em anytime i want..pukul 3 pg pun x per..walaupun ngantuk they will pick up the phone and layan me especially bile tgh
sedih2..skarang pun ina still jd mangsa call kul 5 pagi..sib baik die sanggup layan kawan die yg comel nie..bile majuk ngan mak..leh lari tido umah ina..umah lein jauh sgt..skang ttau lari umah saper..pas2 bile frust menonggeng boleh menonggeng kat korang..walaupun korang malas nk layan korang layankan jugak..hehhe..aku pun layan jugak korang biler korang tertonggeng..walaupun aku tertidur aku ttp pretend yg aku tgh denga..hihihi..skang ni aku tgh sedih..korang tade..kenapa sedih yer?adeeelah..salah sendiri juge..sape suh 
gatal sgt..isk isk..nk korang kt sini..uwaaaaaaa..org lain x paham nyer citer aku yg berbelit2 ni..nk korang jugakk!!
its 1:16 in the morning and I cant sleep..I just woke up at 1130 anyways..maybe that’s why?I had been busy for the past few days..3 exams in the row on Monday n Tuesday..that’s just too much..why do I have to be a student again?yeah I want a degree!to make my parents happy..although they’re not that happy with me right now..I havent been home for almost 2 years..its not that I dont wanna go home or I dont miss em..its just that I will suffer from homesick again..its so hard to leave them when they are in front of me..but right now i’m just doing fine..I love my family so much and I’ll be back as soon as I’m done with my degree..my mom was so pissed off with me when i told her that I wont be back this summer..so i find this interesting quote on internet and give it to her
"Miles may separate us, but God’s love binds us together"
sweet isnt it?yeah that’s how much I love you guys!and i missed my beloved best friends too..cant wait to hang out with you guys again..i’ll be back soon and i promise we’ll have so much fun!!no matter how much i said i love my life here but spt kata pepatah "hujan emas di negeri org, baik lg negeri sendiri" am i getting this rite?i hope so..erm what else eh..eh how to add pictures here eks?that’s my mom, and my sis who has never stopped counting days for me to be back..i wanna go home!!
Happy Bday koreng!!Semua dah tua2 belaka..sya jugak yg still sweet 21..especially kepada paa dah tua2 xleh nakal2 n xleh koya2 a lot lg..rase cam da tua plak skarang..topic berbual pun da tukar skit..kalu bual ngan adek n esah n ina n lein still same jer la..sape yg sexy..sape yg hot..nk wat rambut fashion ape..ape latest fashion..kat mana ade sale..ape activity di weekend hari..ape gosip baru..sape scandal terbaru..tp kalu bual ngan budak2 lain nih..rase cam da adult..cam lepas usrah td..semua duk ckp psal kawin..nk g umah org ni la itu laa..sape nk kawin umur brape laa..nk hubby cane la..kalu ngan kay lg laa..nk anak bape la..umur bape nk dapat anak la..biase lah kay..mummy kt sini kan kay..biakan die tanye selalu pas2 mesti die dpt jawapan lain2..hihihi..jgn mare kay..maksudnyer aku x pk ke situ lg ler tuh..pas2 bile ckp2 psal umur..baru ler sedar yg we r in 20s clan..not the teens anymore..baru nk sedar nih..anyways..i still wanna be young adult lg n do all the crazy stuff..i dont wanna take the step to be the serious adult yet..nnti dah 30s tatau nk amik step ape plak nnti..hihihi..this is my first thing i write n to those who cant understand my language just check it out some other time..:P..eh lupe lak..paa ngan kak azu..semoga korang sentiase comel sampai tua n gembire2 jer slalu..
